Been hiding a long time, myself, … hiding from people, from public, and perhaps even from God 🙂 You dunno exactly when you get the call, except if you are military, or blue, or firefighter. As civilian, as girl, you dunno know precisely what is a “drill”, a call of duty (except if you are a nun/nurse or consider motherhood, which I don’t… uh!). Looking back, from my late forties, yeah, I could tell you NOW, when it happened. When I missed my first call. When I couldn’t deny my second. What you feel like hindrance into your way to be yourself, that is the WAY. Like a soldier is eager of his baptism of fire, people who struggles all life with mental health have a light path. The purpose is to get through it, and show others which way…. Before Sir Sean Connery passed, I have read Kavafis ten thousands times “Ithaca gave you the marvelous journey”, I could not quite catch it. Why shall I leave my comfort zone? what does await for me? should I stay or should I go? which is the reward? is there any? any damn ELIXIR? @parisiansparkle_by_dianawhite #heroesrising #heroes #heroesjourney #personaltransformation #personaldevelopment #selfgrowthjourney #selfgrowth🌱 #selflove #northnode #northnodesagittarius♐️ #lifepurpose #dissociationrecovery #mentoringmatters #mentor #selfdiscovery #gandalfthewhite #woundedhealing #lordoftherings #theshiretrails #spiritualawakening #wonderwarriorproject #initiation #riteofpassage #baptismoffire🔥 #veteranbuilt #identitywound #ptsdawareness #knowwhoyouare #ptsdrecoverypositivity #addictionsrecovery

As you set out for Ithaca
hope that your journey is a long one,
full of adventure, full of discovery.Laistrygonians and Cyclops,
angry Poseidon – do not be afraid of them:
you’ll never find things like that on your way
as long as you keep your thoughts raised high,
as long as a rare sensation
touches your spirit and your body.Laistrygonians and Cyclops,
wild Poseidon – you won’t encounter them
unless you bring them along inside your soul,
unless your soul sets them up in front of you.Hope that your journey is a long one.
May there be many summer mornings when,
with what pleasure, what joy,
you come into harbors seen for the first time;
may you stop at Phoenician trading stations
to buy fine things,
mother of pearl and coral, amber and ebony,
sensual perfume of every kind –
as many sensual perfumes as you can;
and may you visit many Egyptian cities
to learn and learn again from those who know.
Keep Ithaca always in your mind.
Arriving there is what you’re destined for.
But do not hurry the journey at all.
Better if it lasts for years,
so that you’re old by the time you reach the island,
wealthy with all you have gained on the way,
not expecting Ithaca to make you rich.Ithaca gave you the marvelous journey.
Without her you would not have set out.
She has nothing left to give you now.And if you find her poor, Ithaca won’t have fooled you.
Wise as you will have become, so full of experience,
you will have understood by then what these Ithacas mean.