“IF YOU WERE IN ANY ANOTHER COMPANY YOU WOULD BE FIRED”
In february 2016, I was diagnosed inadequate to my position. Until 19th september 2019, when I signed up for a long-term deal in the present service for the same Company in which I broke down medically.
My PTSD started with insomnia, poor emotional intelligence, inability to put words on my own feelings, anxiety and fear of going crazy, exhaustion and chronique fatigue disease, after sleep burn out, tremors (mouth, legs, hands), tachycardia, and short memory loss, just to mention a few. Others symptoms you can’t just describe, like a sort of electrochemical pinching in your veins, especially in legs, or warmth flames in the back, which give you the right sense of burning from the inside out.
After 6 months after terror attacks, I got completely unbalanced, both emotionally, and physically, put on weight, panic attacks, anger outbursts, no way to do my job anymore, like dealing with typical visitors problem solving.
If you want to know more About Me and About What Happened, check out here.
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