PTSD Beautiful Trauma

An expulsive cataclysm of the soul

“ Personal transformation can and does have global effects. As we go, so goes the world, for the world is us. The revolution that will save the world is ultimately a personal one. “ ~

Marianne Williamson

Self portrait 2019

Burnt out.

The mythical phoenix animal totem is the keeper of the fire in all of creation. It represents transformation, death, and rebirth in its fire. As a powerful spiritual totem, the phoenix is the ultimate symbol of strength and renewal.

“You become Parisian…”

Champion Gold Medal Federica Pellegrini sponsors PTSD Beautiful Trauma, until she doesn’t say the opposite.

At Shakespeare’s &co. Café in Saint Michel.

With courtesy of the german waitress who accorded me to take a pic of her tatoo. It was made in London, she explained me.

Paris 2014 Père Lachaise.

Paris 2019.

Biggest Cheminee in Hotel S***.

Dark Phoenix quotes: “I am fire and life incarnate.” Joke, at the time of my burn out, I am working in a renowned european tourist destination where the hotel’s main attraction is a cheminee, the second larger in Europe.

At the time, I enjoyed this kind of video while knitting, in 2015. Crocheting helped me with keeping focused (and front brain’s part takes over memory and hippocampus, so that you are not overthinking, nor flashbacks). First, I tried my first time ever blanket in colored wools, and second, and third… attic24 is still my reference ( she is a selfless british lady ).

World War First archive.
12th january 2015 posted on my Facebook Page. Handcrafts and semi-precious stones help me and feed my creativity.

The Voice France 2015.

This song still makes me cry a river, she is a cutie and helped me with crossing over this time of dark and twilight. She is not related to Phoenix but look at her dress and stage scenery.

Conchita Wurst wins Eurofestival 2014

“Rise Like a Poenix”

Paris, 2015-17

“No longer I am the woman you knew”.

My Smile told me that I was Unstoppable.

My inner Strenght.

Strenght and Balance.

Justice celtic symbol. 21/06/2017, dunno why I chose a Summer solstice day. Flaming?

Oh no, not I, I will survive
Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I’ll stay alive
I’ve got all my life to live
And I’ve got all my love to give and I’ll survive
I’m a survivor

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