“All that we are is the result of what we have thought.
The mind is everything.
What we think we become.”
The part that is envious, cold hearted and devious
Greedy, mischievous, global, colonial
Bloodthirsty, blind, mindless and cheap
Focused on borders and slaughter and sheep
Burning of books, bulldozing of homes
Given to targeted killing with drones
Lethal injections, arrest without trial
Now light the candles; one; two; there’s a moth;What silly beggars they are to blunder inAnd scorch their wings with glory, liquid flame—No, no, not that,—it’s bad to think of war,When thoughts you’ve gagged all day come back to scare you;And it’s been proved that soldiers don’t go madUnless they lose control of ugly thoughtsThat drive them out to jabber among the trees.Now light your pipe; look, what a steady hand.Draw a deep breath; stop thinking; count fifteen,And you’re as right as rain …Why won’t it rain? …I wish there’d be a thunder-storm to-night,With bucketsful of water to sluice the dark,And make the roses hang their dripping heads.Books; what a jolly company they are,Standing so quiet and patient on their shelves,Dressed in dim brown, and black, and white, and green,And every kind of colour. Which will you read?Come on; O do read something; they’re so wise.I tell you all the wisdom of the worldIs waiting for you on those shelves; and yetYou sit and gnaw your nails, and let your pipe out,And listen to the silence: on the ceilingThere’s one big, dizzy moth that bumps and flutters;And in the breathless air outside the houseThe garden waits for something that delays.There must be crowds of ghosts among the trees,—Not people killed in battle,—they’re in France,—But horrible shapes in shrouds–old men who diedSlow, natural deaths,—old men with ugly souls,Who wore their bodies out with nasty sins.* * *You’re quiet and peaceful, summering safe at home;You’d never think there was a bloody war on! …O yes, you would … why, you can hear the guns.Hark! Thud, thud, thud,—quite soft … they never cease—Those whispering guns—O Christ, I want to go outAnd screech at them to stop—I’m going crazy;I’m going stark, staring mad because of the guns.
The Journal of the Royal Society of Medicine has a pdf of a gripping article on Private Harry Farr, a 25 year-old British soldier shot for cowardice during World War I, despite having being treated for shell-shock.
As with all other WWI soldiers executed for cowardice, Farr was pardoned earlier this year by the British Government.
The article is written by Professor Simon Wessley of King’s College London, who puts the Farr’s court martial and execution in context of the history of World War I, and in the context of what was known about trauma-related psychiatry at the time.
There is little dispute about the sequence of events on 17 September 1916 that led to the execution of Private Farr. Harry Farr was a member of 1st Battalion West Yorkshire Regiment, which was taking part in the battle of the Somme. That day his battalion was moving from their rear positions up to the front line itself. At 9.00 am that morning Farr asked for permission to fall out, saying he was not well. He was sent to see the medical officer, who either found nothing wrong with him, or refused to see him because he had no physical injury‚Äîthe Court Martial papers are unclear on this point. Later that night Farr was found still at the rear, and was again ordered to go the trenches. He refused, telling Regimental Sergeant Major Haking, that he ‘could not stand it’. Then Hanking replied ‘You are a fucking coward and you will go to the trenches. I give fuck all for my life and I give fuck all for yours and I’ll get you fucking well shot’. At 11.00 pm that night a final attempt was made to get Private Farr up to the front line, and he was escorted forward. A fracas broke out between Farr and his escorts, and this time they let him run away. The following morning he was arrested and charged with contravening section 4 (7) of the Army Act ‚Äî showing cowardice in the face of the enemy.
The article discusses why Farr was executed, when over 96% of soldiers convicted of cowardice escaped this punishment, and how the concept of psychological disorder was understood in 1916, particularly by a British Army in a precarious military position.
With Courtesy of Vaughanbell
Thank you for this pearl!!!!
The Secret Women of the Civil War
To transcend gender, through loyalty on both sides of the American Civil War, was the women who disguised themselves as men to fight alongside in this bloodiest of wars raging.
To get around the law preventing women from fighting, hundreds upon hundreds of such women took to a male disguise of the time, risking being sent home and even prison, some even keeping up this disguise for many years afterwards. Some identities were kept and some were widely known about amongst their fellow soldiers.
The perception of equals in today’s standards was far different to the time of a far lower esteem women held in the eyes of most men of the time, hence being the Victorian Era. A woman’s place was in the domestic realm and this was all there was to it. Among the daring and forbidden nature of such actions…
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Actually, I am living this situation at work. Yes, I am the weak link. And yes, I was the first and only one to break the silence. So, what?
Do you know the story of someone who is sitting on the edge of the river waiting for his dead enemy’s body passing by?
Seriously, it took me 1 month and a half to take an appointment with a psychologist after my burn out. Sometimes it’s life or death.
“ah, post traumatic stress disorders, what a wimp, the weak link and then, you are not promoted anymore, you are not going on the next tour ….”
“So, how do you save your self?”
First step, you come forward and admit you have a problem;
second step, finding the right people to listen to your concern and be able to point out the right direction to get the help you need;
step three, finding the right therapy; either a pills prescription or whatever.
“Delay, deny and die.”
Well, I love to believe that human soul spirits transform into animals before evolving somewhere else. Or bugs, whatever.
So, a couple of days ago, on my way to work, I see this bee caught in a spider web. still alive and kicking. with a black big spider rushing on her way. don’t ask me. I take my phone and tie the web with the bee on my phone. and throw her on the ground. free her from the web. to fly again.
I say to the spider: “You will have your brunch later today.”
and go my way. and then, I wonder, “perhaps it was the time for that bee”… imagine if there is a soul spirit trapped in there. which needs to evolve and pass to another step in its karmic evolution. I did something against its own wealth. it wasn’t my intention. I wanted the bee to live a longer life. what’s the purpose? did I feel better because the bee survived? nope. I felt like guilty cos the spider was doing its web new again. to feed her self. and I played God for a moment. why? ego? or just I like bees more than spiders honey is feeding me, and I was biten by spiders twice. only once by a bee. lol
ok the story doesn’t have an end. you find the meaning. we will pass away one day. and perhaps we will know by that time.
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.. The students responded with a unanimous ‘yes.’
The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand.The students laughed.. ‘Now,’ said the professor as the laughter subsided, ‘I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things—your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions—and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.. The sand is everything else—the small stuff. ‘If you put the sand into the jar first,’ he continued, ‘there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and mow the lawn. Take care of the golf balls first—the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand. One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the Beer represented. The professor smiled and said, ‘I’m glad you asked.’ The Beer just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there’s always room for a couple of Beers with a friend.